STUPID
The closer we would get married, the more that God would should you. I just wish everything is just a dream, and I hope I can turn back time, so all of this wouldn't happen. Now that everything had already happen to this point, I can't turn back time. I don't want to be like this anymore, I feel like stupid, rubbish, dirty, worthless and more. I just feel like I made a huge mistake ever in my life and it is not supposed to happen. Just why, I trust people so fast. Just why, I let them take advantage on me after all the things that I have done. I wish that I wouldnt go through this things. I hate when I get stupid because lovin someone so much. Just why I being too kind. Just why I being like that. Today, my eyes open a lots. I start to hate myself a lots. I want to restart everything back.. I feel regret for everything. This is all my fault. I should not let myself being weak. I should not let myself trust someone so much. Because this is what I get from doing it. It hurt a...