I THINK..

 I think....

I am so in love with him, like really really in love. I could feel it in my heart how much that I love him. When he was sleeping, my heart felt so many things. I felt so so lucky that he was mine, I want him so bad. Just why his sleeping face made me crazy, he just look so perfect in my eyes, like so so perfect. How can he looks so cute yet so handsome and pretty too... This is so unfair but... luckily his mine. I know I sound like selfish but the moment I see him, I just knew that my future gonna be with him, I want to have my own family with him.. No one can replace that. I want to see his sleeping face everyday, I could watch it forever. He should know that he was so perfect, everything was perfect about him. There is nothing that I didnt like about him. He just got everything that I want and loved, he is just exactly my type. I want to hug him so bad, I want to eat his cheek so bad, I want to rub his hair so bad.. He smells so good too, I feel like I could smell him everyday. I am so so addicted to his own perfume.. It just made my heart so so happy whenever I smell it. I miss him already.. I dont know if this is good or bad but.. I think my day just didn't complete without him because I need him everytime.. I am afraid that he would feel burden, or rimas.. I am just such a clingy person.. I feel sorry almost everytime because I always depending on him.. in every thing.. I should be independent but.. why I should be that when I have him right? I need him because I love him.. and because I care about him so much.. 

He was my home.. The only place that I could go whenever I feel stress, down, depress or happy.. That are the only place that I have and I dont want to lost it.. I am afraid that I might lost my own home. The only comfort place for me. I love him.. so much.. I know I said this many times but I really do love him so much. Like no matter what he be, I still want to stay with him, wether is a good or bad.. I dont care as long as he love me like the way I love him. I trust him so much, I know he would made me proud of him. I know he would show me what love is truly means.