Message.

 Hey there.. I'm wonder if you still read my blog. If yes, I'm glad to hear that you still care about me. First of all, I'm sorry if I'm dissapear from your life because I taught that would be better since it doesn't matter to you. I'm sorry for everything and maybe because of me, you didn't get to love the person that you should love. I'm sure that you regret for loving me, right? It's okay because I accept everything now. I should let you go sooner but I am so stupid. I think that you could love me if I hold you longer but reality is I'm wrong. You didn't love me but instead, you just feel sad about me. I'm sorry for being a big burden and the biggest regret of your life. Don't worried about me because I'm gonna really gone from your life. I just realize that I was just a place for your emptiness, I am a bus stop for you. 

All the people that left me would always be happy and you gonna be happy too, trust me. You will be happy without me. My friend ask me if one day you come back at me, what would I do? At first, I think that one day it will happen but now, I think it's impossible because you didn't love me and I don't want to be with a person who don't love me. I want to be with a person who afraid of losing me. I'm not that person to you and I hope one day, you would find that person. I just want you to apperciate the person you precious the most before its too late.

I wish you success and get what you want. I would be just a stranger, I already did my best to not be obsess on you. I tried many thing to not lost myself for the third time. I deactive my social media and everything. I hide everything as long as I can. I tried my best to stay away from you and I think I did a right thing. So, I'm gonna really being invisible so this was the last thing I could say to you.

I'm finally can let things go, so I'm okay.