HEARTBEAT AGAIN

It's been a long time since I fall in love to someone after I have been move on. I know I do looks like I still hoping but you know what, I give up on hoping because I choose move on rather than break heart. I suddenly forgot everything about him after this one person come into my life again and suddenly he tells me that he love me since our school. For the first time, I don't believe at all because it's been a long time you know and it's impossible for someone to like me for that long time ago. We both don't have to many memory together but we're really close back then maybe because our seats was close. I've know him like how many months and then he exchange school, so I don't really know about him after that. But I do like him back then maybe because he keep bothering me but it just a short time crush haha but I really don't know that he do have a crush on me because I know this one facts about me that I AM NOT PRETTY AND I AM SHORT AND I AM NOT SMART AT ALL. Yeah, I don't really understand sometimes what the hell people will have a crush on me.. I am such a hardcore fangirl you know, my life is always been full of kpop only. I think that people didnt like me because I love Kpop. So, back to our story.. after he tells me that he actually like me for a long time.. I quite suprised with that and I don't know what to reply.. It's takes time to think an answer because my heart is not ready for someone knew maybe because I'm scared that same things will happen to me again and I don't want to be hurt again anymore and sometimes I'm tired of it.. So, he said that he dont want to hear my answer now.. he wants me to takes time. He told me that he have somethings else to achieve and yup.. same like me haha I also have somethings to achieve before I let someone I love come into my life.. so we ended up as a friend. Through our spend time together.. I've been quite attractive to him because.. he really really different from any other guy out there.. he said that he never dating with anyone which is quite difficult for me to believe that but he said to ask his mother if I don;t believe it.. so I rather believe in him than calling his mother. What is really different about him is that.. he likes to watch Drama, not only Drama but Korean drama.. he watch it which it suprised me a lots because I never found a friend who likes to watch K-Drama like me. and he is a boy so it's really interesting. We both shared our story sometimes about what drama that we watched. The things that I don't believe is that he can type the long story just to tell me everything about the story. I just love how we both have somethings in common and I find him cute day by day. Of course, I do called with him sometimes and I like how I talk to him rarely it makes my day. He is just so cute when his friend tease him and I like how shy he is. He is not someone romantic, he likes to tease me and I like it because I feel more comfortable. Eventhough I like someone romantic, but to me.. someone cool is rather nice than romantic because I know he don't know how to express his feelings or he afraid that I will not feels comfortable. But if he said something good about me, I really loved it because it really rare to hear that, so I love it. Everything he do is just so cute haha and the things that I am so so happy is that he just post my pic at his intagram which is I can't believe he does that. I actually do think that maybe my heart has open again? maybe I do like him... I am afraid that I will like him more than he like me.. It's really dangerous if  I like someone really really much because that person gonna be my precious person in my life. By the way, I give him hope since he make me fall in love and I'm not gonna tell him that. I will tell him one day after I am surelyy really love him. I will pray for the best.